The problem is that I'm so far away from everyone I know. The town I live in.... let's just say the 70's called and they want their fashion, buildings, sense of humor and mall back. You catch my drift? It's just not me. At all. I want to be around people who put more than two seconds thought into what they look like. People who talk about things besides the weather. I want diversity and ENERGY which I'm not getting much of at the moment. And what I want the most is to make memories that my family will cherish for years to come. There are only so many memories that can be made in your living room ESPECIALLY when it's the same scene day after day. Can I get a AMEN.
I know I can leave the house. And I do. But it's not the same as what I'm used to. And of course the constant dilemma is, go where? And with who? Other than two other mama's, I don't click with anyone here. I've tried. I know a ton of nice people but laughing at the same episode of 30 ROCK all flipping day long GETS OLD. Let's talk about something that actually MAKES YOU THINK for once. How cute your crocs are?? I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT IT. And now I sound like a complete brat. Maybe I just needed to vent??
So in case you didn't catch it from my above rant, being away from "home" can be hard at times. Although, being with my husband and baby boy is the greatest joy I have ever known, felt and breathed. It's amazing and for the millionth time, SO WORTH IT. It's a crazy journey but it's OURS and I know that with time we will find the place we belong and live in the energy that comes along with it.
Speaking of OUR journey, here a few pics that are making me a complete mushy mess today.
My heart is bursting right now.