Bed rest

This has honestly been one of the hardest weeks I've ever experienced. Bed rest with a toddler is no fun. My heart aches for Cruze. He hasn't been to the park or gone for a walk or ran around the house with mommy in quite some time. And before we know it, his baby brother will be here, bringing a whole new type of challenge. 

Thankfully, we have a wonderful congregation who is taking turns daily with watching him while I lay around doing... nothing. It's a hard thing for me to do but it has to be done. I'm also so thankful for the boss Phillip has who has let him change his schedule so that he can be here at 3:30 every day to take over. What would I do without these people? I have no idea. 

For now I guess I will try to take the time to think about and bond with my unborn child and pray for his health and safety. I'll be full term next week. That is our goal. We've had scare after scare this week but we're hopeful that we can make it. 

This is as involved as I can be these days. At least he has his cars to keep him occupied ;)

Happy Friday everyone... I think I'll be treating myself to a donut to ease the pain. Sounds like a good plan right?